There's only one way out;

{Friday, November 10, 2006}

well when he came i was really shocked though.they kept pushing him to me.
when he went home i suddenly thought of this song;
A Little Too Late by JoJo.

If you don't know this song,check it out at www.lyricsmania.com

its really nice to listen to.man,i totally froze when he came.i didn't keep eye-contact with him.
i tried so bad.
he has someone else already.

7:27 PM;

{Thursday, November 09, 2006}

i haven't been blogging for quite sometime,so i'm doing it now..on the new apple computer in school.
no CPU.has PHOTO BOOTH;iPHOTO;iTUNES;MOVIE HD;iCHAT;and an internet browser called SAFARI.((:

right now,sheena asked me to do a bloody news report and change the background of class blog.
hahs.
hahs.
i'm soo happy right now,sheena is having mouth fight with the boys,GOOD LUCK SHEENA.
you know what kind of words come out right?
i'm not gonna right/type the words cause my blog's cleaned.blearh,like real.
heyy i'm a big girl like any other girls in school and has a fair share of WORDS.
farhan is a stupid idiot.and its farhan from school.not another farhan.you know who you are.((:
he asked me what a dilldoe was and i laughed and asked eeka to tell him.wait,is that how you spell dilldoe?
whatever,who the f*** cares anyway.
if you don't know,GROW UP AND CHECK THE BLOODY DICTIONARY.
you need to learn more words hahahs.(;(like as if i do?)
while i'm sorta happy for many reasons i can't explain.
its difficult.
very difficult.
my close friends and family should know.

i seriously don't know why i'm suddenly thinking about japan again.
i miss my friends though alot.
my friends from all over the world.you can't have too many you know.

lets not talk about that now.

i haven't got over her and him yet.
its too weird for them to be acting this way.
she is a totally avoiding me and keeping secrets with her new friend.
him came to my house yesterday with the boys.raya-ing.so its normal.
i really couldn't stop thinking of everything.
him her and his girlfriend.
nothing has gone over this limit.
him was fine but he was like as if he wanted to like be friends.he was kind and the behaved boy at my house.his little adek too.
but its just too weird.in school he treats me as if i'm a creep and outside he's nice.
i guess he didn't want anyone to notice anything.

but i noticed.actually life's weird now a days.
izzat noticed that i was very quiet.
very quiet.,too quiet that he got suspicious.
ahah.

actually i don't like him anymore,i have SOMEONE ELSE IN MIND.

"i'm wondering the strreets,in the world underneath it all."<3

6:01 PM;

{Wednesday, November 01, 2006}

humph.humph.humph.

everything is so different now.i'm drifting away from everyone.and not cause we're leaving school so soon.all my friends are even closer.damn it laa.

yeah.yeah.
bloody she and him are like so different.
she treating me like one duff bag.
him an idiot.
there are two him(s) i'm talking about.
one him and the other him.
the other him is totally nice.
the other him total crapp.
that she is so treating me like her duff bag.
she ditched me cause of her "sayang".
i'm talking a different kind of sayang.
sheesh.

i tell her off if i could,i would seriously cut her off.and him too.the crapp one.
she.she.she.she.she.
and plus,i'm not talking about the haikal issue.
another issue that hasn't been settled yet.for more than two years.
she came nice out and came out a total uhh.
i'm like so angry right now.so angry.pissed.pissed.
pissed.
i can say how pissed i am and one blog woldn't be enough.
i tell you.
i want to upload photos but i don't know how too.*flap damn it humph*
she's around,i have to balance my anger,happiness.
see what i mean,my life is so damn different now.
a gang of her own and myself and having my own defenses.
hello.
that girl wants to be everything.and i get ditched off by her everytime she's around.
EVERYTIME.
it gets so f'ed up and in the end she always wins.no one believes me now.they do but not as much.
cause you know why she thinks i'm a big joke.and she can shove me off just like that.THINK AGAIN GIRL.
she can be so unpredictable.
and i thought i was always welcomed when i was with her.
but it turned out to be someone else's decision.
she cried over stuff you should be happy about trying to attract attention.
i'm just happy that school's ending and we can't see each other anymore.

GOODBYE MY FRIEND OR ENEMY?

-TEE.

6:24 PM;

{Tuesday, October 31, 2006}

not blogging right now.
sorry.
i'm dead exhausted.
i didn't blog for a few weeks.
i promise i'll blog when i get home..

((:

-tee

5:47 PM;

{Thursday, October 26, 2006}

rayer was sweet.

but i only collected 60 buckeroos.*boo*
nawhaw.athira collected 900.
WTH.
WTH
WTH
WTH
WTH
WTH.

eeka collected 15 more than me.
lame laa.last year collect 180!
i'm still wondering why it actually increased.ALOT.
*decreased.
i'm so angry now that i don't want to blog.
bye.

*going ice-skating tmrw!

3:16 AM;

{Friday, October 20, 2006}

sorry i think i'll blog later.still doing my template.((:
well,nevermind, can blog for a bit.

soo today was photo day.
six eight went first...(thank god)
then my class.
it was boring.
stood there smile.cheese.smile.
then done.

mother tongue,
cikgu wanted us to do SIVIKS AND MORAL.
but we had to do comic drawing instead...(saved by the bell)!!
then cikgu went up to me and asked,"Rumah dah kemas??Mak selalu kat rumah?!"
i was nodding.no.yes.no.then she said,"cakap betul2 lah,"
she came just to ask me that?*funny*
okay.okay.

now i'm chating with my friends.nabil.athira.
ala.bored,so bye bye.

*never puasa today.i have a damn good reason!

1:27 AM;

{Sunday, October 15, 2006}

going,going.going and gone.

yesterday was no different except for when this boy, joshua eng, came into the class.
he's an autistic boy.which means his IQ is much higher then a normal average person's.
coolness.he's in NUS High and a straight A* student.thats a big wow.
okay thats a nevermind.but i mean he's cute.((:
so,we went to class with roxanne,khai and swee ling.omg.
nobody came.then you know what?!?
everyone went for a bloody excursion.which roxanne,khai and me happen not to know.
you know why?!?because that the SANTIAGOE bitch never called us.
which i already know why.because she didn't want us to go.how selfish!
but at least khai didn't go.IN YOUR FACE.you don't get to smooch him.*laughs*i'm certainly very,very EVIIIL.
so we went to the building next door to our class building.the next building in where the ALW centre is.so,khai ask where our class went.

toodles~~

8:53 PM;